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Chapter 12: Say Something Back

POV: Valeria Cruz

The next morning feels different, not easier, just... clearer. Like something inside me finally settled, not fixed or healed, but just steady.

I'm still tired, carrying everything from yesterday, the day before that, and the night that changed everything.

But now, I'm not just reacting anymore. I'm choosing. I move through my routine the same way I always do.

Quiet. Fast. Efficient.

Breakfast for Sofia and Mateo. Check.

Backpacks. Shoes. Hair brushed, even when Sofia complains about it.

"Val." she says, scrunching her nose, “you're pulling too hard."

"I'm not." I reply, softer than usual. “You're just dramatic."

Mateo snorts from the table. "She is." 

"I am not!” she shoots back.

For a second it almost feels normal and I have to hold onto that because I need it.

"You guys walk straight home,” I tell them. "I'll be at work."

They nod. Mateo watches me longer than usual, trying to read something I'm not saying.

"Val," he says quietly.

"Yeah?"

"You don't have to do everything." That hits but I just give him a look. 

"Eat your food."

He smirks, slightly dropping it. Good. I grab my bag and head out. The walk to school feels shorter today or maybe I'm just not dragging myself through it. Either way I don't stop.

When I walk through the doors it starts again. The looks. Whispers. Same energy from yesterday.

But this time? It doesn't hit the same, because I'm expecting it.

And when you expect something it loses its power. I make it to my locker and open it focused.

"Wow. She actually came back."

I close my eyes for half a second, of course. I turn to see Brielle, front row like always.

"You'd think after yesterday…” she says, letting the sentence hang, while I shut my locker slowly.

"You'd think you'd find something better to do," I reply. Her smile flickers, just for a second.

"Oh, we're talking now."

"I’ve always talked," I say. "You just didn't like the answers."

A couple of people nearby go quiet, listening. Good.

"You really think you're in a position to have an attitude?" one of her friends says.

I look at her calmly.

""ou really think I care what you think?" I shoot back. Silence, but not long just enough.

Brielle steps closer, lowering her voice.

"Everyone knows what happened," she says. "You're really going to act like you're not embarrassed?"

There it is, that word, embarrassed.

The hallway flashes in my head; Jason, Camila, the way he kissed her like I never existed. It hits, but I don’t shrink.

"I'm not the one who cheated," I say. That lands hard.

“Damn.” Someone behind her mutters. Brielle's expression tightens

"Still got replaced,” she says.

That one's meant to cut and it does, but not enough. I'm done letting them decide how I feel.

"I didn't get replaced," I say, steady. "I got out."

The silence this time is heavier, they didn't expect that. Hell, I didn't expect that but it's true, I can feel it.

"Keep telling yourself that." Brielle scoffs, trying to recover.

"I will," I say, "You should try it sometime."

Her friends shift uncomfortably now. Just then the bell rings, perfect. I grab my books and walk away. This time I'm not escaping, I'm leaving. It feels different.

Classes are still the same. People still stare and whispers don't disappear, but something has changed. Now when I hear it, I don't carry it with me.

By lunch, I stay on campus, not hiding but not center stage either. Just... there. When someone laughs too loud, I look at them not away. That's all it takes sometimes. After school, I don't rush out, I take my time. Because I'm not running anymore. My phone buzzes as I walk out, Rafe.

Rafe: You survive today?

I exhale softly

Me: I did more than that.

A pause.

Rafe: Yeah?

I glance back at the school, at everything I just walked through.

Me: I said something back

The reply comes a second later

Rafe: Good.

Simple but it lands. He gets it, he knows that matters. I start walking toward the main road, toward work

Rafe: You working again?

I hesitate, then respond. 

Me: Yeah.

There's a pause, longer this time

Rafe: Be safe

My chest tightens, no one says that to me, at least not like that.

I stare at the message, then type out. 

Me: I always am

The lie sits there on the screen. But it's the only response I know how to give. I put my phone away and keep walking, life doesn't pause for heartbreak, humiliation, or anything. But something has shifted. I'm not the girl who stays quiet anymore and I'm not the girl who lets people decide what I'm worth.

Not after everything. Not now.